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Aug. 21st, 2005 11:36 pmI shall not fall in love;
I would enjoy it,
enjoy being used,
and die for it;
I would become a small darkness
a shadow in the corner
I do not want to lose myself
in someone, do not want
to want.
I would gladly give myself up
and love is such a cost.
They tell me
that is not love
was never love
but it is the kind of love
I am capable of receiving
I cannot believe any other for me.
So I shall not fall in love;
I cannot afford the cost to others.
I would enjoy it,
enjoy being used,
and die for it;
I would become a small darkness
a shadow in the corner
I do not want to lose myself
in someone, do not want
to want.
I would gladly give myself up
and love is such a cost.
They tell me
that is not love
was never love
but it is the kind of love
I am capable of receiving
I cannot believe any other for me.
So I shall not fall in love;
I cannot afford the cost to others.
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Date: 2005-08-22 10:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-22 10:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-23 03:38 am (UTC)Yes, mine, and thank you. (If I haven't credited someone else with it, it's usually mine :p I've got paranoid about giving credit after forgetting a couple of times and nearly getting thwapped for plagiarism when quoting people in papaers)
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Date: 2005-08-23 03:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-23 03:41 am (UTC)I seem to be in a negative phase again, writing-wise :p