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[framlingem]

I shall not fall in love;
I would enjoy it,
enjoy being used,
and die for it;
I would become a small darkness
a shadow in the corner
I do not want to lose myself
in someone, do not want
to want.
I would gladly give myself up
and love is such a cost.
They tell me
that is not love
was never love
but it is the kind of love
I am capable of receiving
I cannot believe any other for me.
So I shall not fall in love;
I cannot afford the cost to others.