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[framlingem]

"Elegy"

I remember all our lost tomorrows,
all the hot chocolate and coffee evenings
sitting in the same room in the dark.
I remember all the mornings of terrible
breath and hair in all directions.

I remember the way your cheek would have felt
beneath my hand, and the angle of my neck,
bent back to kiss you on tiptoe.
I remember the way you would have said my name,
and the surprise in your eyes at
the way I would have looked at you.

I remember that my parents would have liked you -
my father would have shown you his garage,
and you would have pretended to be interested
for my sake. And I would have done the same in
your mother's garden.

I remember the house we'll never buy, and
the arguments over the paint colors,
and I remember that I would have washed
while you dried.
And then I remember that it won't be me.
I remember all our lost tomorrows.

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[super-becka.livejournal.com]

The plan for tomorrow would be sleeping in very late (after a 6-day, 57-hour work week, I think I deserve it), followed by much laundry, which I plan to put on the clothesline to dry in the sunshine, and between loads of laundry, some sitting in the sun and probably a walk around the pond to take some pictures if I'm not too tired.

I'm beat, it's been an exceptionally long week and I don't get nearly enough days off anymore, phew. I might even just sleep all day, the jury is still out on that one. :P It'll be better after this coming week - school will start, but at least I'll only be working one job part-time again, instead of one full-time and one part-time.

Mmm, but first, sleep. *yawn*

-Becka :)

[framlingem.livejournal.com]

That is indeed an excellent plan. :-) Another time, then.

[super-becka.livejournal.com]

Things will slow down after this coming week, when I'll be back to one part-time job and taking classes. :) Perhaps we can make a date sometime after, say, next Saturday?? Hmm, maybe next Sunday?? I'll keep an eye on my schedule and all of that, and we'll make some plans really soon!! :D

(As for sleeping today, I didn't sleep ALL day, but I did sleep for 10 hours, and it was really nice, ahh.)

*hugs*

-Becka :)

[framlingem.livejournal.com]

I finish work at 10:30 next Sunday, so that'd work well for me!

[super-becka.livejournal.com]

I dunno if I'm working next Sunday or not (I might be, I've just had two Sundays off in a row and that NEVER happens), but let's make a tentative plan for then, and if I end up having to work, well, we'll just have to shift our plans to another day.

YAY!! Gonna see my Em again soon!! :D


-Becka :)

[framlingem.livejournal.com]

Whoot whoot!

[framlingem.livejournal.com]

Alert! Alert! Emrgency plan shift! This Sunday has turned out to be a Bad Time. Got any plans for, say, Monday (public holiday!) or next Sunday?

[super-becka.livejournal.com]

Gah, and I'm totally off this Sunday, too!!

Alas, I've got plans with another friend on Monday (since I knew for sure that we'd both be off - paid holiday!!), and next Sunday is still an unknown value.

I will pencil you in for next Sunday, though. :) If I'm not working, we shall do things!! :)

-Becka :)

[framlingem.livejournal.com]

Yay, pencilled! :D

Also, I need your mailing address. For NEFARIOUS PURPOSES.

[super-becka.livejournal.com]

*pencils*

YAY!!

Also, nefarious purposes, you say?? Sounds intriguing. ;) Where shall I post said information?? You wanna screen a comment for me?? Don't want all of the world's weirdos sending me mail, after all, only the sanctioned ones. ;)

-Becka :)

[framlingem.livejournal.com]

Email me! username@livejournal.com works. :-D